With out the wait... Awake?

I need to tell the world I won’t die
How would you understand
this freedom complain?
It sent me away
as i journeyed through the wilderness of life
through my lonely days and nights

Do you remenber?
That I was alive?
And now, after a long coma
i’m here takin’ it back
from the postal service
packages that read
-AWAKE-

Who wonders I’m still here?
Who?
Who would ever wipe away my tears?
I know this is me
who wanders silent trhough the years

I know u are there my love!!
combing the hours
to come and find me

---Was it you?
The reason, I came up here
Is it true?
I cannot breath on a windy, pure air
Without the wait of sliding my fingers though your hair
again and again
as they take away your warmness and join
the sublime breeze of your head
they join its softness
they climb deep conciousness

After a while, there’s my heart! In your hands!
let it take a breath, Please...
Would it roll in cold ground for release?
keep it warm, oh, let me not please,
for I have not the will of its fate.
and there's no time to hessitate.